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September 11 separated the wheat from the chaff in matters of public
debate. It has forever changed our national agenda. It has pulled
back the curtain, revealing the stark reality of evil in our world
and the imminent nature of death. It has sifted the superficially
relevant and trendy from the timeless and foundational. Like no
other day, at least in my lifetime, September 11 has driven me back
to three first-order affirmations. To fully appreciate them, however,
it is helpful first to reflect on the paradox of the human condition.
A curious blend...
We are a confusing lot, we humans; a curious blend of despair bordering
on fatalism, and optimism flirting with presumption. We are a mix
of contrasts: fear and courage, perversity and nobility, depravity
and dignity, helplessness and agency, limitation and potential.
In the weeks since September 11 we have both witnessed and experienced
this full range of human emotion. And who of us has not been deeply
touched, indeed perplexed, by humankinds stunning capacity
for both good and evil?
Such is the human condition. It has always been so. And no Christian
should be taken by surprise. The Bible makes it abundantly clear
that we live in a world greatly loved but deeply fallen. In my opinion,
this is the only suitable explanation for the events of September
11, and for the events of thousands of days like it over the centuries.
But how can we emotionally and cognitively process such a paradox?
The eternal and living truths of the Scriptures provide a rich vocabulary
and a set of powerful images to help us sort it out. In biblical
terminology, to be created in Gods image yet live in a fallen
world requires that we exist with the tension between hope and humility.
On the morning of September 11 I found myself grappling with this
tension and, I must admit, looking for reason to hope in the midst
of despair.
The paradox presented
As I sorted through my own emotions I found myself asking, How
can I come to terms with my deep sense of helplessness: humility
bordering on resignation and despair; and my bias toward action:
hope bordering on groundless presumption? Some coped with the
tension by buying flags, others by standing in line for six hours
to donate blood. This is all well and good, but in the end I still
needed to come to terms with the stark reality of that tragic day,
while not losing hope.
Here are some insights from two men with very little in common
except that they, too, struggled with the same paradox of hope and
humility: Napoleon I and Robert Frost.
In his last battlesfighting for hope in the midst of despairNapoleon
sought to make his final peace with this paradox. Defeated, humbled,
and in exile he mused, I have conceived of many plans, but
I was never free to execute one of them. For all that I held the
rudder, and with a strong hand, the waves were always a great deal
stronger.
It was said of Napoleon that his presence on the battlefield was
worth 10,000 men. Yet the most powerful man of his generation could
make no claim to control his own life, let alone the flow of history.
Rather, he viewed his life as an epic struggle between the
strong hand at the rudder and the waves
a great
deal stronger. Europe rejoiced that the waves were stronger.
My favorite poet Robert Frost switched analogies, but posed the
same dilemma in his poem Riders (see page 28). According
to Frost, we are riders and not very successful guiders. We find
ourselves atop a wild, unbridled horse, headless at that. Even so
we do not despair, for we have ideas that we havent
tried.
If we are true to our humanityas were Napoleon and Frostwe
are duty bound to hold two opposing sets of ideas in our mind at
once. The first is that we are riders clinging for dear life atop
the headless horse of history, carried along by unseen and unpredictable
forces more powerful and complex than we can ever imagine.
The second is that we have opportunity to act and reason to hope.
We must hope. It is in our DNA to act, to guide, to steer, to make
a difference, to work for a better future. And turning to the Bible,
I believe this is right where God wants us. He wants to teach us
both hope and humility. And He intends to keep us both humble and
hopeful.
To learn humility, we must learn the lesson of Frosts rider.
While I make no special claim to insight regarding Gods plans,
I do know one thing for certain: God is opposed to the proud, but
gives grace to the humble (1 Peter 5:5). He does not want us to
waste emotional energy on anxiety. Instead, He calls us to cast
all our cares on Him, and humble ourselves under His mighty hand
that He may exalt us at His proper time (1 Peter 5:6-7). God wants
us humble so that He can bless us and not oppose us. And God wants
us hopeful so that we will not despair, but rather join with Him
in bringing glory to His Name.
Hebrews 11:32-34 chronicles the lives of saints who conquered kingdoms,
administered justice, shut the mouths of lions, quenched the fury
of flames, and escaped the edge of the sword; whose weaknesses were
turned into strength and who became powerful in battle, routing
foreign armies. Frosts guiders. Heroes of the faith. Images
of hope. I like these folks and want to be just like them.
But verse 35 breaks in with a sharp contrast. Now the heroes of
the faith are men and women called others. They were
tortured and refused to be released, so that they might gain
a better resurrection. They faced jeers
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